Destination: Beautiful

2006-12-18T00:54:00.000-08:00

There are things in life which some should keep to themselves.
Ignorance is bliss.

:D

2005-06-14T07:03:00.000-07:00

It's been a while since I last saw my favourite chinese actress on TV..

:D

u kept me sitting on the edge of my seat.

2005-06-04T09:48:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone. Life has been pretty mundane lately. The late sleeps, and going out early. My body is officially tired. But yes, I can't sleep at night. After 4am has always been a good time to sleep, and waking up at 8am. How cooler can I get anymore.
There's a gig today, and I know I should sleep early but I can't.

There's a saying that says, what we won't know won't hurt us, everyone in life should adapt that saying into their life, especially me.

And then we can all find friends who we can turn to when we need them, and I'm left with Allen since Din already entered NS. Anyone want to be someone to me? Please call 1800-i-want-to-be-alif-friend-cause-he's-so-cool. I can't wait to work my ass off, I can't wait to enter NS. I can't wait to live in my own world.

Goodbye, I love all of you.

I'll play your character, this time, its for real.

2005-05-26T10:23:00.000-07:00

I've been home starving. Wanted to go out for lunch actually but nevermind, I decided to stay home to watch tv and accompany my youngest brother. Talking about lunch, I've yet to eat for the whole day.
Anyways, can't sleep. I'm turning nocturnal. Maybe I already am. So yes, I'm still jobless, and I need to find a job.

And lately, my blog entries are getting boring, or maybe it has been boring. But who cares.
Anyways, no handphone is getting harder for me, but I'm getting use to the fact. But esp I miss the kids. No contacts. But tomorrow we'll be meeting. See ya guys then.

Why are the person who invests our money called brokers?

2005-05-25T10:45:00.000-07:00

To anyone that has or are trying to contact me. My handphone is unavailable at the moment. You don't wanna know what happened to it.

So whoever is trying to contact me, find me online at my msn.
And whoever can read this probably have my msn already.

Anyways, no work and staying home is too boring.

Byeee

Of 2 years and friendships forged

2005-05-18T04:30:00.000-07:00

Two years, it might not be much to some of you guys reading this, but it was one hell of a rollercoaster ride for me.

It's been 2 wonderful years at ITE Macpherson. Honestly, it has been one of my best experience in life. School life, where you get to build friendships with people from same and different walks of life. The ups and downs has been both great and sucky, but what the hell, I still regard each and everyone of MMT2X has my friends, not just classmates. The hobbits, the gangster crew, the kids. Although most of them can't be reading this, I would like to thank them for being apart of my life. Especially Dan, Siddique, Rahim, Vinod, Sabah for making me join them when I was still a quiet little school boy. And Hanif for making me join and hang out with the kids whom I now would give anything to make them happy. Syikin for being the big sister I never had, Khus and Ayu for being my there when I needed them, Tweet for being the kind brother that he is, Khai and Faliq for being corniest brothers I've ever known and Fir for being a one mofocker gadget brother. And good luck to Hanif although we are not on talking terms, you shook our hands and said your goodbyes, which I respect you for that, we are still friends.
Imagine how sad I was when I look at our school for the last time, the so-called crushes that we had, the soccer matches, the fight, the loudest group in the canteen. I know that one day I will still see all of you, be it in NS camp, or the working world. And I know that the hobbits crew will make it big with their intelligence and Sabah, don't forget that I taught you how to use macromedia dreamweaver, so when you're working with Bill Gates side by side, don't forget me.
I will definitely miss the iced tea and ice cocoa in iNet cafe, the food and drinks in the canteen and of course the teachers who made us pass even though we slacked like anything.
But yes, good luck to all my schoolmates cum blogmates who read this.
Friends come and go, but never let us be the one who let them go no matter how much fucked up a friendship can be. Treat every friendship built and regard each one of your friends as brothers and sisters in life. You never know the beautiful karma that you might get out of it. <3

pop.

2005-05-16T10:35:00.000-07:00

Your Birthdate: October 20

Your birth on the 20th day of the month adds a degree of emotion, sensitivity, and intuition to your reading.

The 2 energy provided here is very social, allowing you to make friends easily and quickly.

Yet you are apt to have a rather nervous air in the company of a large group.

You have a warmhearted nature and emotional understanding that constantly seeks affection.

You are very prone to become depressed and moody, as emotions can turn inward and cause anxiety and mental turmoil.

It can be hard for you to bounce back to reality when depression sets in.

When things are going well, you can go just as far the other way and become extremely affectionate.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

uh. yeah like whatever

If I'm the sky, you can be my stars.

2005-05-14T13:54:00.000-07:00

Just reached home from movie/supper with the guys and girls.
Watched Amityville horror. Serious shit, that movie made me shout the loudest. Practically any horror movie made me shout. I'm a wuss when it comes to scary movies. Practically, me, zad, inn and syikin screamed. Zad's scream during the last scene made the viewers in the cinema laugh at him. After that was followed by supper at somerset. and waiting for NR7 was fucking tiring.

ZAD HAS A FAVOURITE BARISTA GIRL.
SYIKIN HAS A FAVOURITE...
jiejie wanna go home nenek house?

Apa mau takot jodey.

Why is it the time of day with slowest traffic called rush hour?

2005-05-12T04:06:00.000-07:00

A thousand questions, but only one answer fits well.

Why do we even blog about our own life and our surroundings knowing that what we say won't make a difference. We voice out our opinions but who's there to listen to us except our fellow bloggers? Will politicians even have the time to go through blogs and read what's in the minds of the people they are serving.

Beautiful, just wonderful

2005-05-10T01:23:00.000-07:00

Finally finish editing and compressing all videos. Now I can burn them into cd's and pass up the videos. Left with PJT project. Class website. Deadline, tomorrow. :)

I guess I won't make it for my 3dmax and authoware project. Oh what the hell.

I'm too tired editing and doing projects.

Black Box!

2005-05-07T12:22:00.000-07:00

Updates on Black Box gig.
It was great.
Ceramic Circle did a cover of MCR's Helena and Underoath's A boy brushed red living in black and white. Awesome.
Dear Arson, was magnificent. The vocalist probably has one of the best showmanship in the scene right now. And all of them are good talented musicians.

Anyways, its Sunday.
I guess it will be stay home for me. 1 more week of school left. So staying home on a Sunday would be good time for me to complete my video editing projects and the class project. Well then.
Bye!

STARDOM 05

2005-04-30T10:05:00.000-07:00

Stardom '05 went well with I REMEMBER MAY clinching the winners in band category. Congrats to Zuck, Zad, Khai and Tweet.
Anyways all of us had fun. Us as in me, Khai, Khus, Ayu, Syikin, Fir, Faliq, Tweet, Inn, Fad(with his ever blowing whistle), Suhayl, Rab, Sam, Zanna, Syadie, Kodil and Ikay. Yeah, I think the security had to crowd control us when they announced I REMEMBER MAY as winners. Pictures I guess will be up at Ayu's blog and IK's lj. Awesome shit. Definitely not an event to be forgotten.

Out!

ARhghashgshg

2005-04-23T09:59:00.000-07:00

I'm still waiting for my damn NS letter to arrive.
Tweet has gotten his. Din has gotten his. Dan has. I don't know who else has. But what I fucking want now is my NS LETTER TO TELL ME THAT THE FKING GOVERNMENT NEEDS ME AND CAN USE ME AS FAST AS POSSIBLE!!

How many people are proud to be citizens?

2005-04-19T09:29:00.000-07:00

Just reached home from the chalet.
I'm sorry to you guys if I didn't overnight. My dad will be travelling to Jakarta in a few hours time and he's right here packing his bag. Frankly speaking, I'm scared. With the recent natural disasters happening in Indonesia I pray for his safety. I rather not take the chance and stay at the chalet and I rather see him off in the early morning. SORRY.
But thanks for walking me to the exit. I love you guys.

Right now, gotta go to bed and wake up in the early morning to see my dad leave.
Haiz :(

Day 2 SCB Rugby 7

2005-04-17T08:17:00.000-07:00

Today marked the last day of the Rugby 7 nation tournament. New Zealand won it I think, or was it England. I didn't catch the final as it was time for us to report back. Anyways, the kallang stadium would be demolished at around october. Two more events taking place, one of them I know is Liverpool fc would be coming down to play here.
Anyways, work today was usual as always with the exception I ate lot. Spaghetti in the morning, macdonalds for lunch, and mee goreng for dinner.
And yes, there are still lots of funny people.
Two small kids made my day. One was 4 year old Rafael and his 6 year old sister Santha. They were so fking cute. I played with them while on the job. Santha was much more the shy one, and everytime I smile at her, she would give this huge smile and giggling away, and Rafael would just go, "Oh she's just shy". A 4 year old speaking fluent english. Anyways, I had to take care of Corporate Box entry only, so there wasn't much to do. So I had lots of time to spare. It's humble people that always make our days. Had lots of chats from people from Australia. Mostly they were the one starting the convo. Interesting people.

Bye!

Day 1 SCB Rugby 7

2005-04-16T10:23:00.000-07:00

Working at the stadium as always been fun, but tiring. You get to meet all kinds of people. Luckily I was assigned to west entrance. There are not many people entering from West, just the normal VIP's, media, grandstand ticket holders and pass holders. Yes, work was easy, from 12-9.30, we stood at west entrance gate checking people bags. Oh I forgot to mention, we're working as security ushers. We as in me, Faliq, Khus. Faliq and Khus got east, I got west with two of Khus friends.
Anyways, back to the story.
There was a teenage girl dressed in a two piece suit. There was Fred Flinstone. There was 3 big elves. There was also Elvis and two clowns. I mean this Europeans go to the extend to dress themselves up just to support the game. If only Singaporeans could be this way, everything local can soar up way above Europe. There was one time when this Fred Flinstone stood outside the pass-holders gate entrance, and he shouted to his friends who was far away, "OI! YABADABADOOO". We laughed our ass off. There was even half naked men drinking till they were drunk. There was scottish who work their skirts or whatever they call it. Quilt? Not sure. But whatever.
Anyways tomorrow will be second day, and it will the last time anyone sets foot on Kallang Stadium again. :( This was where Singapore regained their glory and won the Tiger Cup dammit!

Anyways goodnight.
Sorry I couldn't join you guys. The headache is killing me. I promise to treat you okay Syikin jiejie? But not so expensive la. :(

Byebye! I need the sleep!

Its just you and me and the rugby match

2005-04-15T09:29:00.000-07:00

So I'll be working Saturday and Sunday at Kallang stadium for the rugby open. Security. It's an okay job I guess abit tedious but what the hell, the pay is good.
Talking about jobs, school is ending in a month time(unless I have to repeat), and I still am the only one among the 8 kids to have not yet gotten myself a proper part time job. How cool is that?

School has been great lately. Just need to edit finish the last scene of our MTV project and the editing of our advertisement project. And then, the website project. I'm working solo on this one although it's a 3 way team but I seriously don't mind. I enjoy doing websites just that I have a pure lazy ass to carry around.

YES! I AM A LAZY MOFO.
AND YES! I STILL NEED TO CUT MY KARIPAP HAIR. :( Don't know why karipap, but Syikin says so. :'(

BYE!

Maybe it runs in the blood

2005-04-12T10:57:00.000-07:00

I just noticed something.

Everynight, till 3-4 am, I realised all my brothers and I would still be wide awake. Except the youngest one of course. The eldest would be playing xbox till late night, the second youngest would watch tv till late night, and me, I would occupy the computer all to myself. Cool shit. No wonder electricity bills are always so high.

But whatever, going to do sw later on and sweat everything out.
It's a good way to let out everything you have bottled up inside.

Summerwind was always our song

2005-04-10T08:37:00.000-07:00

Excuse me while I fall apart

2005-04-08T22:37:00.000-07:00

You know in your life, you decide your own theories and how you want to live it.
Most of the times my theories are always right, but even if it is wrong or right, it is still an open theory of mine and no one can decide how I feel.
It might be wrong, but still it is my theory, my life. Some might be thinking, "Wtf you've only lived for 19 years and come out with your own theories". Well, it doesn't take alot of years to come up what you think of life. It is your decision. I don't know how I feel about a theory of mine, but sometimes, I keep telling myself that I'm right about my own life.

The most meaningless words meant the most to me.

It's 1.44pm, and I'm going to stay home on a Saturday.

So what do we have now?

2005-04-05T09:25:00.000-07:00

'Super volcano' can dwarf earlier eruptions
Expert's warning about Lake Toba in Sumatra

SYDNEY — As Indonesia struggled to recover from the second deadly earthquake to strike it in three months, an Australian expert warned yesterday that the country faced the prospect of a "super volcano" eruption that would dwarf all previous catastrophes.
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Professor Ray Cas of Monash University's School of Geosciences said the world's biggest super volcano was Lake Toba, on Sumatra island, site of both the recent massive earthquakes.
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Prof Cas told Australian media yesterday that Toba sits on a faultline running down the middle of Sumatra — just where some seismologists say a third earthquake might strike, following the 9.0 magnitude quake on Dec 26 and Tuesday's 8.7 temblor. Those quakes occurred along faultlines just off Sumatra's west coast and created seismological stresses that could hasten an eruption.
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Prof Cas said Toba's last eruption 73,000 years ago was so massive it altered the world's climate. "The eruption released 1,000 cubic kilometres of ash and rock debris into the atmosphere, much of it as fine ash, which blocked out solar radiation, kicking the world back into an ice age," he said.
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The scientist said super volcanoes represented the greatest potential hazard on earth, "the only greater threat being an asteroid impact from space".
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"A super volcano will definitely erupt," he said. "It could be in a few, 50 or another 1,000 years, but sooner or later one is going to go off."
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Other super volcanoes are found in Italy, South America, the United States and New Zealand — where Mount Taupo could be ready to erupt. "It has a big eruption every 2,000 years and it last erupted about 2,000 years ago," Prof Cas said.
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The potential death toll from a super volcano eruption "could reach the hundreds of thousands to millions and there are serious implications on climate, weather and viability of food production," Prof Cas said.
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"The big problem is a lot of the volcanoes that potentially could erupt are perhaps not monitored to the degree they should be and, of course we learnt that lesson from the Boxing Day tsunami disaster," he said. – AFP

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As quoted, it would be a few, 50 or maybe 1000 years before the volcano erupts. It could be even tomorrow.
It's time like this when you think of God and loved ones.

So yes, enjoy life till the brink.

Love, not hate.
You'll never know when you're gonna say goodbye.

Here's my silent scream

2005-04-04T00:53:00.000-07:00

Today is just another day at home. There's no class in school today so what the hell. Waiting for my mom to cook, cause never in my life have I been so damn hungry.

And I've made a promise to myself. To be fatter by the end of June. :D

:)
Byebye

Then what you want is to say goodbye.

2005-03-31T06:45:00.000-08:00

It has been a great week.
Will be completing our advertising project by tomorrow. And filming for our music video starts soon enough. I have to thank Syikin for asking our teacher to allow me, Ayu and Khus into their group.
And then I will need to continue on the class website project.
I'll do this slowly.

Timetable has been so sucky that I've not been attending my motor practicals. Planning to continue next month after all have been done for. Maybe when I have enough money that is. And then start on car license. And then NS! Wow, I for one sure am thinking ahead. Big probabilty that I will sign on and then goodbye reality.

Close our eyes again. Goodbye for now.

Just another beautiful nightmare.

2005-03-29T02:46:00.000-08:00

Hi, I've decided to change my blog url.
Cutdeepslash.blogspot.com is no more in use.

Please relink.

Bye bye for now.